Oi família!
Well, this week was fun.
After our wildly successful week last week the Lord saw fit to try us a
little bit. But, it all worked out for
the good and we actually had a pretty good week, all things considered. Sadly, our family of 5 didn´t get
baptized. But, fear not, we re-invited
them last night and they committed!
They´re still unsure of a date (yeah, not something I like either)
because the Dad has to go to Receife for work for a little bit and they want to
wait until he comes home. On the bright side, about half the ward is going
there next week for Carnival and during this time the Bishop´s wife is going to
try and visit the family and take them to the temple grounds. Sure, they can´t go in, but maybe this will
motivate them to do so one day. They
really are an amazing family. The Lord
blessed us bountifully to get that referal.
On another happy note, Aluizio received the priesthood this week and has
been called as the first counselor in the Sunday School Presidency. Ah.
Felicidade.
And this brings me to the topic of the day: Gratitude. Like I said, this week was decently
difficult. We had a number of
appointments fall through, and sadly, some of them were people I really wanted
to see. I want to see all of our
appointments, but you know those ones that you think "yes, future bishop
here" and then those ones fall through?
Yeah, triste de mais. And this was the feeling. As we were doing weekly planning I thought
about the mound of things that we needed to do, the huge number of people we
needed to see and in general I felt inadequate.
I had no idea what to do and I was in desperate need of help. For a few days I had felt the Spirit tell me
that I needed to fast during this day in particular. Though I had no idea why, I figure the fast
was so we could overcome the hesitance of the family and baptize them this
week. But, as I pondered as I prepared
to start my fast, the Spirit whispered "fast in gratitude." Gratitude?
You´ve got to be kidding me. I
was shocked. With everything that I
needed at that time and the blessings that I deperately wanted for Joaquim,
Eliane, and their children, and the Lord wanted me to fast in gratitude? But I pondered on that and said "you
know, alright. Yeah, I´m desperate for
blessings right now. But I trust the
Lord" so I began my fast. It was
simple just "Father, I feel the need to fast. So, I fast in gratitude for all of my many
blessings" and we hit the street. I
can´t say that we had the Red Sea part or that we found a family of 25 ready
for the gospel, but I saw a number of miracles that day. I´m living in a foreign country with the
oportunity to share the greatest message in the world with people. Yeah, I´m a really long way from my family,
but at the same time I always carry a piece of them with me on my nametag. As
we were walking away from another appointment, I saw a vine covered in
beautiful little yellow flowers and I noticed the beauty of the world around me
that the Lord has created for each one of us.
And this was what happened throughout the day. I noticed and saw tons of mini miracles that
were swirling all around me. But, I
never saw them before because I wasn´t looking.
Sure, there´s plenty of things in the world (and especially as a
missionary) that are out there to try and bring us down. To make us focus on ourselves and our
problems and why everything is terrible.
But at the same time, there is so much good to be found as well. Our families, the scriptures, the gospel, the
church, all of these amazing blessings have been given to us. We have modern technology that allows us to
talk with people that are literally on the other side of the world almost
instantaneously. We have ice cream. We have Oreos. We have living prophets that
speak with Jesus Christ that lead the church today. Most important, we have the Atonement of
Jesus Christ to aid us with every single thing that could ever go wrong in our
lives. Sin, taken care of. Mistakes, mended. Sadness, consoled. Inadequacy, fulfilled. Yeah, there´s a lot of bad out there. But remember, Jesus Christ overcame all of
that for us. So, the next time you´re
having a bad day, look for the good.
Pray specifically to find something good and I promise that if you open
your eyes and look, the tender mercies of the Lord will be made manifest all
around you. Because as we learn in 1
Nephi 1:20 "the tender mercies of the Lord are over all those whom he hath
chosen because of their faith." I
won´t lie, a gratitude fast took a lot of faith, but it was something that I´ll
never be able to forget.
Até o próximo!
Élder Evans